My ParadiseMy ParadiseWhy can't you understand ?There are just somethings I don't want to be said.Things I don't want to be dealt with.I can handle hiding the pain.I can take being insulted.I can bear with being a disappointment in your eyes.I don't mind.I don't mind crying when I'm certain no one can hear me.I don't mind pretending nothing is wrong.I don't mind that I can never be myself.It's okay.For I know that one day I'll find a place where I'm free.A place where my pain will disappear,A place where I'll feel no sorrow,A place where I can be myself My happy place My Paradise.